74th Entry..lousy day

74th Entry...
today if I'm not wrong is the last day of submission of the ... resume. prepare it like 2 days before yet still make some silly mistakes. haiz.
reach there late. was with mandy. as usual, the mei mei will dress up mei mei haha.. for me although I've perm my hair.. oh..nvm.. will have another entry for perm hair.
i still wear very casual. then the so called fashion or grooming father give some advice. say this kind of hairstyle must wear like that. like that. no more childish look. hm.. points taken. thanks james.

i wash my permed hair before going to school. kind of not used to the new curly hair. went to buy drinks. hm.. then.. sit down and wait for the rest to print their resume. then cody was there. ate his toast breads and we head off to mr chong's pigeon hole. then the train towards marina bay approached. I intend to go make spectacles. no mood to eat. spent too much on Jean Yip ..
haha.

when reach Junction 8 Food Junction. Never did i knew that . I've actually misplaced my purse. that cute coin purse which i bought it last sunday only. that day i also lost my spectacle. sobz. then 6days later. i lose my atm card, NRIC card, Admin Card, mum's EZ link. JY's appointment card also. not only that. my $55 plus minus of cash. alot right. that money was meant to spent on something that i've lost. now ...

haiz.. blame me for my carelessness. not in good mood too. totally not in good mood. lucky there's still some cash at home which allows me to go make a new spectacle. I thought i will make less than $50 dollars. But for me, i am those type that think far. in the sense, if i buy this spect. i might as well buy a good one for long term use. but then hopefully i can used it more than 2 years. so far the first spect less than a year i stop wearing. bought the new one blue colored lens. lost during MAY 05. then buy a second hand one coz lazy to made from li ting. also lost it. hopeless isn't it. more resolutions to be made.

losing things has become a norm. losing friends .... no pls. the taste is damn bad.. i almost gonna lost a new made friends coz he going back to his country. but glad to see him around. yup. hm.. nothing special just friend. ppl who knows it will think I am crazy. pls lor. no one will understand unless you are in my shoes. 2004 2005 this year 2006. all da best. kind of late right.

God ? wat is God. go to li ting's blog and u might find the answer. Hardwork pays off? Nobody plans to fail but fails to plan. I do have plans in mind. but however, i witnessed it that other snatch it or because of somethings. i've no choice but to change my plans. During December, I think I really enjoy it alot alot. Although in Sch I am always dozing off. Li ting never fails to complain that to Allen haha.. true enough somehow i don't enjoy my life in school due to my mindset. irresponsible mindset. which leads to irresponsible actions.

People from stranger gets to know you and from stranger yet can become someone you can click with isn't easy. However, in real life, just like those experiments we all done in school, is never 100% or you can called it idea. treating her good, make her feel like a princess doesn't equal to she must be your girlfriend. another way round also can. treating him nice, best among the female friends doesn't equal to he must be your boyfriend.

As life goes on, you tend to see ..... realise the so called adult world. Or shall I put it as light years .. the moment where teenagers or young adults should get a companion, next study hard if possible earn extra income for dating purpose/ grooming.

Had a bad secondary school experience. the main character not me but my good buddy. first love i guess? silent break up is secondary school's most common way of breaking up. She is very very sad after the break up. then she accused all the female friends that is related to the guy somehow or rather is the 3rd party which causes the break up.

back in seconday school days who will noticed me? just a quiet girl in the class noisy girl in the music room. although rumours are so common back in those days. haha.. sad things is.. like that also kena accused. used ur own backside think also know that he won't fall for me her this ger that ger.. but she just too crazy abt it. Since then got phobia.. I guess. I guess I prefer malays also becoz of that ba. haha.. If u are a chinese, majority of ur same gender peers won't like different races. So if U prefer another races, chances of you going to aim at the same target will be like 0.000000001% unless that person mixed blood.

somehow i realised something and learn something. Saggitarus. A forever learner i guess. Freedom..

.... somehow out of topic..... i was suppose to talk about my cute coin purse. too bad don't have a picture to show u guys. haha. nvm nvm.... saturday coming may everyone strike 4D although i didn't buy! good luck!