# 37
haiz so sad so confuse so lost. why am i thinking of problems?? me always start to get worried abt studies then let go of everything and i mean EVERYTHING.
like good buddies gathering these n that so sorry .... sometimes i wonder why am i into such situation Secondary wasn't like that Tertiary le should be clearer of wat i want but ended up i feel like those LOSERS who is as good as those in secondary sch who flunk their studies. this week coming week 6 ?? lost count see so jialat i am exhausted...really... feel like giving up alot of things..... but it's difficult n stupid..
hm..last monday celebrated wan qiu birthday... haha lucky able to make it if not really feel so bad... went to V8 for dinner yummy nice nice dinner at least a day of break u pple might think.. but inside me there's full of worries like this lab report tt lab report shit forgot to get the reading from ginny they all that day too busy with the thing oh no. need to hand it anot huh. well it seems like i am so lost couldn't handle things well...alot alot alot of pressure this semester. Chemical n pharmaceutical technology this course is really not my cup of tea i would said.
another 4 more semesters total 6 X $2 K = $12000 whether i will be able to earn back this amt of money is still ??? . going to end here if not no time for reactor system..
plan to stay in school to study self learning.
i've tried studying at home only math okie the other 3 hopeless. alot of things i wanted to do but becoz of her expression and reaction towards it i stop should i or shouldn't i?dreams shattered..
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