35th Entry. Frog

# 35 ( patient n frog)

hey Friends.... hm.. well so long din blog leh.. lost touch liao.
week 3 first was simply fun. coz i din really prepare for the presentation.5 minutes one. haha... but at least one of the task has accomplish everybody knows how to play froggy game.
yea.then went to office wat a small world!! hm.... this is how the conver started.. hm.. ur bro 18 from NYP same as me leh wat course he taking? he replied chemical engineering and pharmaceutical...by right is CPT.. as for who is tt guy who is the same as our course..
he is A_ _ S . haha so easy to guess

then tuesday... me and mandy went to hm...city hall there...marina sq?? CnK to buy heels.. haha..mandy bought the pair of slippers same as my friend ( pei yu ) taste same sia... haha...

wednesday...got to know tat vernetta's dad actually kidneys down with cancer... one serious another not so.... i feel so down after knowing the news... then recall..... last year the purpose of going up to the mum is to provide solutions for her alternative treatment.... her mum feels good after using so get another for the dad.. in the end...uncle passed out dirty blood thru urine.. auntie tot was bad... then stop husband from using...vernetta tried to help her dad by placing the pillow pad to her dad... and got scolded by her mum for tt.... i din manage to go up to her house to solve her mum.. partly her mum busy and my sch started... main intention is to improve the condition... but solutions provided with little follow ups.. ended up....heard from vernetta that her dad very stubborn dun drink water.... omg.... that the most dangerous thing... a person can lives without food for 7 days... but without water for 3 days then gone..
i told my dad abt it... he said very hard/difficult... feeling very sad... very lost... very helpless... can't sleep the whole night....that's why now 5.26am leh... good thing is i won't be late for HnMT lecture.....


recall back last thursday wat someone had told me... it is true... i began to think too much. pple in nature are pessimistic not optismistic.. dun noe wat to do...~~~to her n him... still dun noe whether i should go or not ...if i cannot join u all.. sorry sorry sorry sorry~~

emotional....depression?? haha.. couldn't sleep.... all the symptons to me is like depression... and the biggest impact tt i kena is to know the truth that CPT doesn't mean i can work at pharmacy ...issue medicine.... Chemical n pharmaceutical TECHNOLOGY... is tokin abt process... ARGH.... alberty said we can be QC Material Handling or sales n marketing ( phew i took Marketing module ) well guess that the chances of me using the NYP Diploma cert is very small.. should i or shouldn't i ?

my ex senior HL.. broke up with her gf also ex senior feel sad for him.chat with melvin and he told me that he become more anti social...it's true he admit himself somemore kao... well, life is full of ups n down... chat with him for a while... the comment he gave me after i tried to motivate him to carry on his life...is....... he said i've change.. feeling as if tokin to a stranger.... even asked me whether i am shu mei anot... haha... actually feels abit sad .... coz quite sometime din meet up with them( band friends ) really missed them alot...how i wish i can go back to sec sch life.. bandmates n sisters always together.. but he msg me and said that i become more mature le.... should be la..last met my bandmates was yr 2003...now 2005.. if i still the same then.......oops cannot survive in the future lor...

sometimes i think i think i think... then tears just come out....haiz... dun noe how to control my tears... guess that i am sick of current life ba...not able to cope this n that. may good god bless me may good god bless me may good god bless me.may good god bless me