26th Entry : Test

#26 - I find this no. nice. hw abt the rest?

Just now com n it test.Well , hopefully can pass! Not difficult but i can't elaborate well.Haiz.. almost cannot tahan my tears. When i thought of my future,i dun see myself in this industry.I really feel so sad n dumb that how stupid i was at that point of time! Well, i think it is pretty sad to know that not only me who dun see CPT as our future career. my sista delon also.
he want to open his own restaurant.again here.talking abt BIZ.hm.French lesson i think i really wasted that 2Hr.
CEP too. then i was late for 20 min.then din noe that we are doing lab ex 8 and i went to do lab ex 7 and so coincidental that when liting asked me to do exercise 3 and it turn out thatl lab 7 also got excercise 3. i keep askin where is benedict solution. kenji tt lame Mc SHIT guy replied that Benedict is not in our class.i noe liting angry becoz i am late.haiz. really sorry.i manage to wake up but because too tired so in the end.do things too slow and tt's how i was late...maybe it is just that i dun see myself in this industries so din bother to be punctual for lab . sorry for any irresponsible behavior that caused all the inconvenience. hm... after this semester i will do something and get myself prepare the next year HOpeFUllY able to pass.if failed.hm i think i will just end my tertiary studies if dad n mum allows me to do that.I admit that i have other priorities that might have caused all this to happen.BUT if let say i am into nursing.Which is the course that i really like i dun think all this will happen. Now facing so many difficulties.French lesson.CEP organic chem argh so stress.just now went back to my 2nd home...coz got meeting.. suddenly feel that it's time for me to make a decision..really!! if this keeps on dragging that goes my future.

Nobody plans to fail it is just that they failed to plan..
There's so many things i need to execute. Everybody have fear! me too...wat if....wat if...wat if... sometime just want to borrow strength from someone who is not closed also difficult again ... all i can say is that god is testing me! need to be strong! need to be alert! need to be a good student!need to do well in exams! need to be a good daughter! need to be a good planner and executer... multi-tasking... that's what i am trying to cope and learnt..

all da best to me... God Bless!!