19th entry:- re-edit posted on 06Mar05

19th Entry : I will be 19 on the 4th December 2006.

Yesterday saw someone who is the same age as me. She was someone i respected to in the past. But wat really make a person shine is the quality, the inner-beauty. But because of the incident, things change. Sometime really pity those who give up easily.Really! I feel that I am very fortunate to own the things or status in my current state.For the past 16 or 17 years in my life, most of the decision is made by parents i think this is wat most of the teenager in singapore has gone through.Then i did something out of kindness. Which I got back something in return. We need to accept the fact that nobody is perfect. Mixing with people who inspires me makes me feel that there are many things in life we need to accomplish if not it is as good as 'wasting the whole life living in our mother earth wasting the resources' quote from (LJW) Life's short! Treasure it. I finally realize one thing. The feeling of changing a person's life making the person feeling more useful, change the person into a better person in terms of knowledge and dressing. Ren yin you meng er wei da (human being become magnificent because of their dreams)
Without goals or aims in life, a person lives without a direction. How I wish I can do more things. Just feel that studying is not enough and the lectures ( most but not all ) are just teaching for the sake of teacing. Not sincere, not motivating student.

Our future leaders' life is ruin in their hands? By the way, Singapore is well-known for producing good managers. I didn't know until some great person told me ( Mr M.L)!!! People out there!! Live ur life to the fullest. All the best !!

Regards,
Ng S.M